life expectancies

In my very first stage of facing the real world I felt so scared since I don't have any idea of what I would be in the future? I don't know what sort of occupation and position that I would have after ending my college life. In my continuous sojourn, I always face different endeavors but never stop aiming and looking forward of what life I would have after these college years.

Life is full of surprises, different colors and most of all full of expectancies. People expect of the goals they want to have in the future but inf their first stage they will suffer from different strugles but sometimes in the end they would realize what they expect they meant for is not really for them but there's always a bigger picture that will surprise them in the end of their journey. In my brightside I look forward through optimism, in this, though I felt that I suffer many endeavors in life I push muy mind and expect myself to think that the ambitions and achievements I want to earn is near my palms and all I have to do is to strengthen my innerself that I will earn my credits after the frustrations and endeavors I suffered.

For me life goes on, if you suffered today then expect that tomorrow's another day that will share you the fruits of yor hardships. Financial problems, emotional relationship gaps, broken family and frustrations, these devious issues in life will deprive your innerself. Calmness is the key with these undying stresses in life so I always try to sit back and relax, I try enjoying life though its not good and think of the positivities that will be the outcome in my future career.




lean rimes- life goes on

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Mermaid

Mermaid of my dreams, when I will going to meet you? You are my future, the ancient of my heart that give's me warmth and affection. You are my confession that make's me strong and help me embrace my fear in my waking life. Thank's for being an inspiration and design of my personality. I can't find your anatomy and it's hard to understand your love and wholeness that's why people don't see me often. I used to be a Jeckyl in hide and I felt empty when I still can't find you. Am I going to be amazed if I see you one day? I don't understand why I felt like this? Are you dumb girl? A conservative? A menace? A kind hearted? A kind of fun to be with? A snobbish? A faithful? Or a Politician? I know I have lack of love with God that's why he still don't give you to me. What if he give you one day like a blessing for me? What are you going to do?

You are my everything but I can't find out if your my destiny since there were lot's of women to see. There's Spanish, there's Chinese, there's American, there's french but I can't find out whom I going to cherished with. But I hope if God would give me a gift I hope she's a gift, someone who's close to him that will not betray me even in the darkest hours of my life.

Change

Bag and shoes, material things where I want to draw my sentiments. Emotions that I
feel tiring when I saw them as I travel so far in my long way journey. People seemed to tell that I have to change those since the running mercifull thoughts of my cirmcumstance lies beyond it. So it has to be endow in a more spiritual one, something that I have to let them know that something changes in my ego. Those who seemed to be so cautious made me more stressful and awkward at the sight of the beautiful world were everyone compete for the soul of art.






Voices inside my head wants to tell me that I have to change my bag and shoes into a more artistic, unique but quite mature one. I love the way I see when my bag and shoes where new in a way I saw a bright future that demands my personality and the way I want to be. Inspirations set my mind when school day goes by and I'll watch the entertainment of the sun in the beautiful morning while I'm carrying my bags and shoes.

New individuals to meet, new enemies to compete and challenging consequences to face but the change in my ego would overcome their reluctant manner with my new bag and shoes to outshine them. My new bag and shoes release the fears and tensions in the obstacles I have to face. My wishful desires emphasizes as I fulfill the change in my ego that will build my future. Now is the day of change, I have to tell my parents wether they like it or not but they have to settle their accounts for my shopping before I go back to school.

breathe michelle branch

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Blast from the past

Mandy Moore, Emminem, Britney Spears, 50 cent and a lot more... Something that pushes my mind in the horizon of High School days when I spent my life having good times at SM Manila or Robinsons Malate with my friends. We used to watched movies especially Horror; "Feng Shui, Ring 0, 1 and 2, Don't look Back and Wishing Stairs" and Dramas like let the love begin and allot more. A walk to remember; a tear jerking movie that reminds me most of Mandy Moore who used to be my super idol since High School. Freshmen and sophomore years made my life so easy and comfortable. Sometimes we cheat sometimes not, most of the time chat along with my best friend as she draws creative sorts of figures in her mind. Candy, Dirty, I'm a slave for you, without me, burn and just like a pill, songs that soothes within my mind sang during Intramurals, Foundation day and Family day. After heavy examinations and submission of projects each individual gathered together to decide whether we watched horror or drama. Funny thing is that when we established Casino de Laboure Home of gambling for seniors. High school lassies used to bring Candy Mugs as their youthful magazine for dresses and girl stuffs. The Nipa Huts built for high school bystander was useful place for students who compare their assignments and projects for intellectual reasons. One thing reminisces me is Mr. Filch A.K.A who used to discipline most of the mean students in our campus, every month he used to check our haircuts and cut it if its long with my disappointment he lost. Various bands and singers used to visit our school to have a concert such as Kyla and Jimmy Bondoc. My friends shout as if their mouths reached Kylas face, as the concert ends I slept with my aunt's house when I leave our school late at night and when she celebrate's her birthday. What happened to Mrs. Schwarzeneger? Ahhh... is she pregnant? Familywoman? Married? Or still single? By the way she's my good values teacher who throw bunches of books with my friend because of abusing my childish bestfriend, this teacher taught us the value of utang na loob. I missed our very own motherly teacher who used to cry a lot because of Sancho with his stubborn company. The best knowledge I earned from her is baking especially the used of sifting in order to break down big pieces of hardened flours. Though I became a newswriter in college at the mean time, I still remember Mrs. Adbot whom I learned the techniques in writing an application letter. SOCATOA is so difficult to understand but my Mathwiz teacher give us the wisdom to acknowledge those values. Expressing the meaning of Noli Me Tangere and El Filibusterismo made me easier to understand these since my wealthy teacher help us analyze these two books. These random flashes goes beyond my mind and laugh at the funny situations but appreciates with the values I learned. I know there's a pessimistic and optimistic sides but I rather reminisced the optimistic one as a heart strengthening on my long way journey. If there's one thing that I could wish for that's to go back in High School and be with my friends as a different one.